it kills me that tophia only responds to hateful things people say to her in lives and then complains about everyone bullying her when SHE looks for the negativity

She only wants to portray herself as a victim. She thrives on being a victim!

She once put it in sub only mode and got bored from this girl asking her only positive questions, so she turned sub mode off and started arguing again...

I use to say this a few years ago! She only reads negative comments (which is the majority) but there is still some “nice” comments/ just random general comments she use to get on her livestream & I’d be like girl why aren’t you reading those comments?? You’re making yourself mad atp on purpose😭😭🙄

Notice thes reasons why she looks at the “negativity” because the viewers are telling the truth, that’s why she looks at the “negativity” so she can try to defend herself for her excuses.

TBF theres not much good to say towards her

All cows are like this. They need a perceived enemy to constantly battle and whine about otherwise they have nothing going on and no one to blame when they inevitably fuck up whatever decent opportunity comes their way.  If everyone collectively stopped paying attention to Tophia, she’d make rage baiting or thirst traps to get a reaction. 

Just like Cyraxx, the trolls are basically Tophia’s only real friends. They can never keep real life friends because they’re insufferable and are only happy when there’s conflict. 

Reminds of Lashay hinton. She wouls get up here and do her makeuo every day chanting how people need to leave her alone and she mostly only read negative comments and makes herself crash out

Yep! Being the underdog gives meaning and context to her suffering. It’s a hard thing to find words for, but there comes a sense of consistency and congruence when your identity is built around suffering. The world makes sense, and you have a role within it (even if that role is to be miserable).

If every single troll and critic vanished, she would have to confront the fact that she is a hateful pig who offers nothing to the world. Even worse, she would just be another forgettable homeless person sitting on the street corner and her life would be meaningless.

The pathological need to respond to provocation is basically the definition of a lolcow. There’s a sort of selection bias at play here. If the cow responded to polite comments and ignored the trolls and critics, they would just be a normal person and the internet would not be interested in them.

it also annoys me how people will be asking her actual questions or the chat will be holding her ahh accountable and she will somehow awnser the exact same "what are you watching/where are you" question like 17 times within 20 minutes, she will literally only read those or people bullying her, anything else is straight IGNORED LMFAO

everything she talks about is negative. she's a negative person, of course she's going to attract negativity. and she acts surprised about it

I'm sure there's like one person being nice. And they're probably a buddy troll.