Just a lil rant I guess. [Puppy tax for reasons lol]

You are good, don't sweat it 

I’m so sorry you had and still have to go through hell. Don’t cry over her. She’s not worth it. The tears are prob bec you would give anything to have a shot like she did. In fact I’ve never seen somebody like her in my life like never. Ppl are going to bed and waking up with empty stomachs and this stupid glutinous bitch never has enough. She bragged how after the shooting she was at a McDonald’s and threw up all over the counter and floor and laughed about it. That would horrify me but she’s a slob and to her that’s funny. I never had it ever as bad as what you went through but I identify with not having enough to eat as a child. Prob why I’m overweight as an older adult bec I’m afraid if I don’t eat everything around me, it could be last thing I eat which is just my messed up thinking. I remember finding stale moldy bread and putting mayonnaise on it and being content bec it was something. But there was ALWAYS beer and they always had weed. I’ve forgiven my mom for a lot but that I can’t forgive or forget bec they picked their substances over me. My mom’s husband(my step dad) drank several cases per day. She said “he has bipolar he doesn’t know what he’s doing). I have bipolar but my kids never ever ever went hungry no matter how little I had I made sure they were fed first. Anyway I wished we had been given the opportunity she has been that she blew. It was so bad I begged to go into foster care begged. Here we are today I went to school and became a nurse to which I’m disabled from now but I get SSDI and I always have enough to eat now: My education is the only thing that kept me fed. My kids are in colllge and they remember when we didn’t have enough for McDonald’s we would all get water and would split a large fry and everyone got a burger and they never went hungry or had to stay at a shelter with “handsy hanks”. I sacrifice to this day even when I don’t have to bec I have the same fear you have: I know where all my legal papers are all Biden together so I can grab and go. My mom liked to get together with men and leave in middle of night. I wish I could do something to comfort you in some way bec no one should have to have the fears you have. Don’t let the hate for her get to you, she’s not worth it. The bigger they are, the harder they fall. She will fall and I won’t look away until she does. You will be something in life, she will never be. As for now I go to three different food banks at a time for a little variety bec how many chickens can one cook in a week. Anyway, if your young find a way to get your education through grants. I may not have a lot right now, but I do have plenty of chicken. And I’m in no way comparing, just want you to know there is someone who understands the fears. I don’t have a backpack, just a baggie with all my papers. You will overcome this. Now that it’s just me I’m taking care of it’s a lot easier than when I was divorced with no job prospects with kids. Get your education no matter what you have to get it in a field that hires right out of school. It’s so worth it bec even though it’s tough for me now, it’s nothing like that messed up childhood we both had, you more than me. You WILL be something one day where you don’t have to worry like you do now, I’d rather never go to a concert or event in my life than worry about what I’m going to eat. She’s spoiled and her parents stole from other ppl with their scamming. Ppl like Tophia deserve nothing good in life and she will reach the end of the track one day and all her bridges will be burned. Just wait and see. As you come up in life Tophia will always be well she will always be the bum she is today.

F u Tophia and can’t wait to see you suffer for all the pain you put other through. Your day is coming Big Back.

And to you I wish you the best. I know it’s hard now but life does get better. I promise you that. I may worry about food now but I never go hungry anymore. Many hugs to you my friend. You will overcome, she won’t.

☺️ appreciate you!

Exactly dude. Like. I just don't understand.

Thank you, I really appreciate it.

SAME. She is taking advantage of things in all the wrong ways.

🙏 Thank you so much

Thank you!

Yes. Absolutely. And it is on her.

I like to think she does know that she is where she is because of her own actions. But she doesn't care. I know it'll only get worse for her. I don't wish death or harm but I do want her to have to face what she created. Full on.

I also LOOOOVE a hot shower and sitting in my space with a snack just relaxing. Beyond grateful that I have a roof over my head and my dog and puppies. And my family. I know that I did that and it helps. It's just a real bump in the road right now. Thank you very much for the kind words.

I'm ok, but also not. If that makes sense. Yeah I was considering it, but in reality I only need like 100$ to make it to my first payday. Someone was beyond amazing and sent me 25$ last night on PayPal after they saw my post. I didn't realize my account was overdrawn until I had transferred it and went to go get milk, rice and some chicken and veg. It'll be ok. I'm just. Sorta existing.

Oh my gosh! Jeez. I am so sorry you had to experience that as a kid. I know how awful it is. I'm glad you got through it and I am happy you exist now! I hope you're doing well in life too now.

I feel the same. I hope she knows she could have. And it eats her up inside when she thinks about it.

Thank you. I really appreciate it so much.

Thank you!! I have 7 lololol. Their eyes are all open now and they are starting to run and howl. It is. The cutest. And I am very grateful they are all healthy and I have extra snuggle buds and kisses. Literal dog pile lol

It's so crazy reading all the comments from everyone that has experienced something similar to what I did. I replied to one last night saying that I never really felt like anyone understood. I am wrong, and I'm glad others know. But also I am sorry. You shouldn't have had to go through that. No one should.

Thank you. So much. And I hope you are doing well now.

Thank you 😊

💜🥰💜 thank you so much

Oh my God your dog as a baby is ADORAABLE 🥰🥰 I ADORE him. 3 out of the 7 puppies have the socks and mask too! It is. My fav.

I genuinely appreciate it. Like. I've never had so many people relate to something that I've experienced ever. All the people responding and sharing experiences has really helped. I hope you are doing well now too. Thank you again.

Thank you so much