Suicide Support For Tophia

r/tophiachutiktok • by According-Date-2762 •

Is there any way to get Tophia mental health resources or have someone by her side in case she attempts self-harm?

Tophia just lost her entire family today:
- Brother was killed before her eyes.
- Mother driven off, shot, and hospitalized.
- Father arrested and taken to jail.

This is on top of all that she currently deals with:
- Homelessness
- Abject poverty
- Racism and sexism
- Hateful attacks from people online who hate her because??? And take their daily frustrations out on her.

This would be enough to push a lot of people to really dark places. While a lot of people are here following what a quick trend, this is someone’s actual life. And it has been fucking rough for a long time. There is going to be unimaginable guilt for running away and potentially being an only survivor. There is going to be PTSD when she tries to sleep at night. There will continue to be financial hardships.

If you guys want to continue being shitty humans then this post is not for you. But for those that have some degree of empathy, could you please help me identify mental health resource in or around her area? Wellness checks would be very helpful. I am personally going to donate 1-2K to the situation but honestly I think the mental/emotional toll is the heaviest burden here.

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  1. ContentRaspberry3069 Share • 101

    I can’t tell you not to donate if it’s what’s been put on your heart but I would recommend finding out how to directly pay for her needs. If you’re donating for her brother’s funeral costs, pay a funeral home directly. If you’re paying for her to have a room, find out how to pay the motel itself. Uber/Lyft gift cards or some kind of bus pass if you want to pay for transportation, or maybe finding a way to get her clothes, hygiene things, etc. My advice isn’t out of ill will, just Tophia’s track record of lacking the ability to effectively budget money.

    1. According-Date-2762 Share • 27

      Totally agree with you mate. I am going to do exactly this: buy things from an amazon wish list, gift uber credits, maybe put toward a hotel fund that I see going around.

      Appreciate the concern and helpful suggestion, truly.

      1. _DancesWithKnives Share • 15

        You are an absolute angel.
        Genuine kindness can do someone a lot of good .
        Hating on her and being mean will not bully her into being a good person.
        I'm holding on to hope this situation will change her
        Odds are no, but maybe a little bit love will at least make some changes.

      2. No_Run4636 Share • 13

        You’re incredible for doing this. It’s very intelligent too. If I had access to proper funds I’d have helped but all I can do is boost the actions of the benevolent .

  2. No_Garden_9995 Share • 82

    your intentions are great but donating 1-2k is honestly a lot

    1. freshoutthebuffet Share • 25

      They’re not donating anything lol. Just karma points farming.

      If you’re gonna donate, you’d just do it. Not weirdly flex about it then crash out when people don’t care

    2. freshoutthebuffet Share • 5

      They’re not donating anything lol. Just karma points farming.

      If you’re gonna donate, you’d just do it. Not weirdly flex about it then crash out when people don’t care

    3. According-Date-2762 Share • -61

      Depends on your income. For me, it’s not.

      1. JoshBlockCock Share • 61

        i could not fathom giving money directly to somebody with her history of scamming, all while i don’t think she deserved what happened obviously.

        if you want to donate an obsene amount of money that badly, go give it to her brothers friends trying to give her and her mom a proper burial.

      2. masturbationmoment Share • 27

        Give it to me then lmao. I'll buy weed and pizza huts out the ass until it's gone, but yk what? At least I'm honest about how I'd spend it. Mark my words, any money she gets will not go to a funeral or therapy or counselling or rent or ANYTHING useful. It'll be taco bell crunch wraps.

        1. Drezzon Share • 9

          fr, if you got money to burn, imma roll up at your expense lmao, I could understand donating to a 3rd party to organise the funeral, but giving them money directly is about the dumbest thing you could do, honestly

          1. masturbationmoment Share • 3

            Like be fucking for real why does this person think tophia would pay for a funeral instead of splurging on random shit to ignore how she feels?

      3. No_Garden_9995 Share • 9

        that’s good to hear then

      4. AbaloneNeither5098 Share • 9

        Hey man, it’s your money and I think it’s very generous of you OP ❤️I wish I could do more, tophia has always baffled me but no one deserves that.

        1. According-Date-2762 Share • -17

          Glad to hear good will. I may delete that part of the post because I just need resources people may be aware of that she can use and not attention on what I’m doing.

      5. SavyBae Share • 8

        Geez, if 1-2k isnt a lot to you, what do you do for work?

      6. Drezzon Share • 7

        yeah good idea, go a head, it wooooon't backfire atttt allllll

      7. PhysicalProperty6534 Share • 7

        Donating to someone evil, couldn’t be me. Go right ahead

      8. Bubbly_Still4444 Share • -5

        There’s no way you got 37 downvotes for wanting to donate omg

  3. Existing-Light4596 Share • 66

    Do not donate!!!! You don’t know her either and she has also shown what she does when she gets money. She never puts it into bettering herself. She is like a drug addict when you give them money - they will buy drugs. Best to give her food MAYBE but do not waste your money on her.

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    2. According-Date-2762 Share • -13

      I mean, I could say the same about you. I bet you have an hourly job, if that, a small home, no advanced degree, and you spend some amount of time online. Why don’t you better yourself? If I gave you the same money, you probably wouldn’t do anything productive with it. So why would I listen to you? Lol

      I’m not idiot. I’m going to help get her an Amazon Wishlist and grab things from a list for her and send them to a safe location where she can get them. I’m not just going to hand some stranger a wad of cash.

      1. Sven268 Share • 16

        Speaking like Tophia yourself and assuming things. You two fit like a glove, or a rose toy.

      2. paxam74 Share • 4

        You’re a weirdo, dude. Did you just come here to shame people with less money or something?

        1. According-Date-2762 Share • -5

          Is that you in the profile pic? Lmao Sounds like you are projecting. You be safe.

          1. paxam74 Share • 4

            It’s Joji, but ok.

          2. JoshBlockCock Share • 3

            why would it matter if it was? also their bio clearly says “male, black” and that’s not a black male but ok you really had to just get that in there huh

          3. IcyBeeBee Share • 2

            Are you slow???

      3. freshoutthebuffet Share • 4

        Ooh not you crashing out

        Those door dash orders are waiting to be picked up. Get to it please. Folks are hungry

    3. Sea_Citron1827 Share • -15

      You know funerals and heath care is expensive right?

      1. strawscandybunni Share • 2

        There are resources available for homeless people lol. No one will just leave them to rot. That’s the issue, why is she already e begging, bringing up her PayPal scam again. She will never change unfortunately.

    4. JR_M20 Share • -25

      You don’t know that. Things like this change people and makes one open their eyes. Give her some grace, she just lost her brother, her only friend probably

      1. Existing-Light4596 Share • 21

        And you also don’t know if she will even change at all. It’s best to wait and see after a while what she does but again - their situation was not our problem. Countless of people tried to help and tell her what to do to better herself and she constantly refused. This is her karma and is her wake up call. The internet has nothing to do with this and she needs to be an adult and figure this out on her own. Thousands of people lose loved ones in the same way and are in her situation who need the money more - just cuz she was a tik tolerable doesn’t mean she deserves the money more.

        1. i-wanted-that-iced Share • 7

          Being homeless and an internet lolcow was her karma. Her brother being murdered in front of her is a tragedy. I personally won’t donate, but I can understand why others would under these circumstances.

        2. JR_M20 Share • 1

          She’s absolutely an adult, but she’s also an adult with clear intellectual limitations. This does not excuse her actions, but it’s a reason as to why she is the way she is. She did not have the necessary support system to help her progress as an adult, because yes there’s a lot of adults with incapabilities that still have jobs and so forth. So yes, despite her being an adult and doing wrong things, I feel bad for her. I hope this situation brings her the necessary help she needs for both her and Marie. Social services, housing, and or counseling. I can’t even imagine what her brothers death will do to their already warped mental health

        3. blueeclipse1 Share • -10

          u got 0 empathy

        4. Mysterious_Low_6424 Share • -10

          Wait and see until what? Until she is also dead? "Their situation was not our problem" yes it wasn't, and it still isn't. But this kind of thinking and selfishness is why the world is the way it is. There's NO HARM in supporting Tophia financially through this. If she blows all the money on patty melts who freaking cares anyway?? Her brother just died jfc. Id buy her 100s if I could just to keep her on this earth for another day because if this happened to me I simply would not make it

          1. freshoutthebuffet Share • 5

            Nobody is obligated to financially support and maintain another adult.

            Being coddled is how she got here in the first place

            1. strawscandybunni Share • 3

              That lol. So many people go through tragedies and don’t feel entitled to beg for money online. She is quite privileged as in she has an internet presence. There are also so many resources available for homeless people. No one will leave her to rot trust me. That’s how communities are. Instead of trying to scam people again with her PayPal, she should be looking for free resources.

              1. freshoutthebuffet Share • 2

                And she’s still grifting instead of looking for resources that I’m sure the hospital and police (along with her viewers) have given her, evident by her latest story.

                Some are gonna say she shouldn’t look into anything right now cos she’s grieving but clearly she isn’t too distraught to post on instagram to continue to scam people.

                They’ll see.

        5. Sea_Citron1827 Share • -13

          This is her karma tf she lost her brother. Thousands of people lose loved ones every day. Wow you have a cold heart. I hope you never experience what Tophia is going through.

          1. strawscandybunni Share • 1

            No one deserves to be murdered but he was also talking to underage girls. And he abused Angie. The more I remember about their antics, the less I feel sympathy.

      2. TEXlS Share • 7

        She just made an update video talking about money instead of, idk, an update on the life altering shit that just happened.

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  4. radnidlove Share • 54

    Wanting to help her is good, but Tophia is absolutely notorious for spending money on things that don’t matter

  5. crybabybedwetter Share • 49

    Wait, what? You dont know why people hate her? She's a pedophile (proven multiple times) and animal abuser (also proven multiple times). The video of one of her family members beating their dog literally keeps me up at night. Not everyone deserves empathy.

    1. TimIsColdInMaine Share • 35

      The entitlement, laziness, and racism are probably what get me the most

  6. Dry_Cut9389 Share • 43

    Just Google “mental health resources in or around Albuquerque” tf

    1. According-Date-2762 Share • -25

      If you don’t want to be helpful just say that. I have Googled it. I have a list of those things. Now how about small, on the ground resources that don’t pay into SEO because they’re tiny?

      1. Dry_Cut9389 Share • 42

        Google that too then. Honestly I think you just wanted us to know you’re giving her 2 grand 😂

        1. According-Date-2762 Share • -15

          Spam comments. Reported for being intentionally unhelpful and argumentative.

          Stay blessed.

          1. Dry_Cut9389 Share • 29

            Lmfao mad bc you know I’m right

          2. TEXlS Share • 23

            You’re mad because they’re right? All of this information is readily available to you.

      2. babymothball Share • 13

        You could put $2k towards his burial. His friend has a GoFundMe.... Why would you give someone who is financially illiterate and has put bullshit over her own family money directly?

  7. Hefty_Walk_7420 Share • 24

    Spending 1-2k on someone who don’t know personally is insane wprk

    1. Hefty_Walk_7420 Share • 18

      Like bro what are you trying to prove?

      1. paxam74 Share • 7

        that he’s ballin

        1. freshoutthebuffet Share • 6

          Definitely not balling

          People who flex online almost never have it like that

  8. Enough_Bag2775 Share • 17

    STOP donating directly to her people she is neither responsible nor mentally capable of using that money wisely. Rent a room for her or directly donate to the funeral home. She is already making posts about her cash app.

  9. Cold_Lead_1990 Share • 17

    Do not send her money. She has a history of misusing donations for personal wants instead of actual needs. She once ran a fundraiser to avoid eviction, then spent the money on a convention instead of keeping a roof over her head.

    No matter how tough things are, giving her money is a mistake. If you want to help, send her info on resources—but she’s refused public assistance before and prefers to spend all day on TikTok live, e-begging.

    People have shown her empathy, but they also see the pattern. Time and time again, she rejects real help while misusing donations—she was even scamming on Cash App for double cheeseburgers. It’s not about lacking empathy; it’s about recognizing reality.

    Even when facing eviction, she still chose Comic-Con over housing for herself, her elderly mother, and her mentally challenged father. At some point, it’s not about sympathy—it’s about accountability. She’s an adult who refuses responsibility, and no amount of donations will change that.

  10. hilariousbovines Share • 14

    Hell no, she's a nasty pedophile who finally got the God-Smack that was coming to her.

    1. i-wanted-that-iced Share • -14

      Insane take.

      1. hilariousbovines Share • 5

        Normal and in fact, Biblical take actually! 1 Kings 18:26-28 for more information

        1. paxam74 Share • 1

          Isn’t there a version where the children get their father drunk and have s3x with him

          1. freshoutthebuffet Share • 1

            I don’t know. We should ask her crackhead father but he’s in jail at the moment

        2. i-wanted-that-iced Share • -7

          Watching teen Asian porn featuring adult actors doesn’t actually justify what happened to Tophia and her family.

          1. hilariousbovines Share • 6

            Oh yes it does.

            1. i-wanted-that-iced Share • -4

              I think it’s time to log off, spend some time in the real world, and start understanding nuance.

              1. hilariousbovines Share • 5

                No nuance for pedophiles, sorry! I'm starting to think you might be one too since you insist on thinking she doesn't absolutely deserve this.

              2. hilariousbovines Share • 4

                The actors were absolutely not adults, keys

          2. catshavestars Share • 1

            and you know they were adult actors how? did you also watch the teen asian porn video?🤔

            1. i-wanted-that-iced Share • 5

              I’m making an assumption based on the fact that “teen” is, unfortunately, one of the most popular genres of legal porn. Viewing this objectively and in context doesn’t equal endorsement of Tophia’s actions. Being a creep doesn’t mean you deserve to see your family shot in front of you.

              1. catshavestars Share • 1

                where did i say that she deserved to see her brother shot?? i’m talking about her watching actual asian teen porn. she was on x videos which is infamous for being poorly moderated, and there is a much better chance that it actually teenagers than adult actors. stop giving creeps the benefit of the doubt.

      2. Sea_Citron1827 Share • 3

        People are so gross it’s disgusting makes me think that they have no one who loves them

  11. SoMuchGah Share • 13

    She has to accept the help. I’m sure she knows some of these resources. Remember she chose to live in a car instead of using her city and state’s resources. She also refused to move to a different city or town to a place where they weren’t blacklisted.

    I do wonder if they get any benefits through Papachu or even the state like SSI.

  12. Perfect_Selector Share • 13

    I know you’ve heard this a bunch but if you do end up donating to Tophia directly. There’s an extremely high chance that money will be used and wasted on everything that isn’t what listed.

    My advice would be to wait until someone trustworthy comes and is able to manage the money for her thru a gofundme or if you’re really desperate donate to her cashapp.

  13. United-Bother-8205 Share • 8

    I think it's really important for someone to get her some mental health resources, maybe try reaching out to aunt karen since it seems like she is in contact.. She is very likely alone for the first time in her life and that is not good when you're dealing with all this.

  14. Somewhat_Sanguine Share • 7

    I’m shocked she doesn’t have a social worker already. Either she doesn’t know how to navigate poverty (which is hard, there’s not exactly a handbook) or she’s refusing the help. I think if she doesn’t know how to go about poverty the best you can do is try and navigate her towards resources. 211 is the number to call for some of these resources or at least some direction, but you can’t make her call.

    I don’t think she’s able to care for herself, she’s shown that (I don’t think her ridiculously spending is just because she’s a bad person — I don’t think she has the capacity to manage her own funds) but I don’t think she’s actually been diagnosed with anything which could make becoming something like a ward of the state hard. My uncle struggled like Tophia but he was also an alcoholic so eventually he became a ward of the state and they were able to get him housing, a little job, etc. And he was okay. Not on the street in anymore. I don’t know if Tophia qualifies to become a ward of the state as of right now, but she honestly should be.

    It’s your money and she obviously needs help, I’m just not sure if she’s going to be smart with that money which is why she really needs someone to be in control of it because if not the cycle is just going to repeat and she’ll be on the streets forever.

    1. babymothball Share • 4

      She has refused all help I've tried talking to Marie directly as well with ALL the resources available and a game plan with a social worker but she refused. They want to do it themselves.

  15. Illustrious_Wind4840 Share • 2

    getting her to accept the help is a whole other thing fr. just donate so they can have the money for a funeral

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  17. Atherbo Share • 1

    Tophia i feel is incapable of the thought of suicide, it’s just not her

  18. Perfect_Selector Share • 1

    Are you still trying give Tophia $2k?

  19. AbaloneNeither5098 Share • -4

    It’s OPs money to do as she pleases and well she’s in hospital aside from bills it might be nice to have a lil grocery money well mamachu is hospitalized

  20. Daeva__ Share • -6

    She is not suicidal, she just used that for attention in the past. People who are actually suicidal don’t announce it to the world

    1. c0llystrings Share • 31

      saying she isn’t suicidal after what just happened is honestly insane to me

    2. Sea_Citron1827 Share • 9

      Not always, this comment is really insensitive. You do not know what Tophia is going through no one does. But to be so harsh saying she is not suicidal she has used it for attention. It’s just not a right thing to say or even think about regarding someone. Someone who has experienced such a traumatic life event. Shame on you

    3. No_Garden_9995 Share • 7

      and you’re not her, yes she baited but the recent events could have her genuinely considering it

      1. Daeva__ Share • -12

        Oh so now you guys wanna care about her and her possible suicidal ideations? 😂 community switches up real quick when just last week I’m sure everyone was wishing the worst to happen to her

        1. Sea_Citron1827 Share • 9

          Gross generalisation of people

        2. No_Garden_9995 Share • 6

          because we knew it was empty promises/threats based on her past behaviour? like? how is that hard to grasp, she baited multiple times and we knew she’ll never do it, but now that this life-changing tragedy has happened to her she might actually go through with it

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        4. c0llystrings Share • 1

          nope, just saying anyone would be suicidal after what happened to her. sorry you can’t realise that 🤷‍♀️

        5. c0llystrings Share • 1

          would LOVE for you to show where i wished bad on her, genuinely

        6. AppropriateTest7075 Share • 1

          Now don’t blame other people. You yourself are being horrible now.
          She lost her goddamn brother.
          He was shot in the head.
          In front of her.

          And even then all you think about is that she will not use the money to better herself? If I were in her position I probably wouldn’t, too.
          She had so little and still lost it. For fuck’s sake have some empathy.

        7. Particular_Radio653 Share • -4

          not even last week. literally up until the moment she posted that first unfortunate IG story. and not even then! because people thought she was lying, lol.

    4. Sven268 Share • 4

      She’s a narcissist. People like her will never do that, she already baited people so many times. It just gets tiring hearing it.

      1. strawscandybunni Share • 2

        That lol, she also never actually cared for her mum or brother prior to this event. She only cares about herself, I hope she has realised how anything can happen but according to her “if my mother died I would just move on”…
        She is unredeemable until she makes the effort to improve her situation and get help.

    5. According-Date-2762 Share • -5

      Going to report your comment as I believe it intentionally spreads hateful information about another person. You stay blessed though.

    6. According-Date-2762 Share • -6

      Going to report your comment as I believe it intentionally spreads hateful information about another person. You stay blessed though.

  21. Particular_Radio653 Share • -10

    you're a subscriber. and that's good. i'm glad yall are coming through for her.

    1. According-Date-2762 Share • -7

      I don’t subscribe to or follow her at all. But I have seen posts come up in my socials and learned of this SubReddit through that. I’ve always been disgusted by the people who leave nasty comments to other people and they seem to follow her like mosquitos.

      Hope people who do follow her are looking out.

      1. babymothball Share • 5

        She has wished death and made death threats against people. Educate yourself before thinking she is "innocent".

      2. strawscandybunni Share • 1

        And she is an animal abuser lol. I was sad when I found out about this tragedy but then I remembered what type of people they are.