Whyyyy do y’all think she livestreams?

she’s still in denial that she can make a career as a “content creator” that’s literally it

she’s addicted to the attention i’d assume, and to get her dose of communication with people other than mama and shelterchus

She’s delusional and beyond desperate to be an influencer. She thinks the fact people donate to her is a win, but she’s so delusional that she’s incapable of understanding that a minimum wage job would pay substantially more than her current situation ever could.

Realistically, she’s a total moron who doesn’t understand the basics of anything, I’d say far worse but I’d probably get banned for speaking my mind on this fat waste of oxygen.

bored, nothing to do with her life.

Dumb, that's why.

Honestly, I think she is soooo fucking delusional, and completely out of touch with reality, that she has convinced herself that, when people state the obvious to her, they are just “spamming the chat” to try to get a reaction. That all the stuff everyone tells her, that is actually THE TRUTH, she thinks it’s just a hater or someone projecting their own insecurities on her. She is a fucking loser, and has obviously been a loser/nobody her entire life. So she thinks ANY attention is good attention. Like say someone calls her “a bum”, ohh noo she’s not the bum, We’re the bums! We clearly are unemployed and that’s why we are on her live. That’s how we even have the time to sit there and comment/watch. She will never understand that people HATE WATCH her! She honestly thinks she is famous. She thinks she is some social media influencer/ celebrity.
It’s crazy because Ive heard her say things like, this or that one “needs to get up off their ass and do something with their life” or just things of that nature that is actually describing everything wrong with HER! I think that’s what blows my mind the most about her, is her complete lack of self awareness. She truly believes her “way out” is through social media and being online. When in all reality it is her BIGGEST downfall. Not to mention she said once that “getting offline would mean the trolls won”….when WE ALL KNOW the way she would ACTUALLY WIN, would be getting tf offline and getting her pathetic ass life together!!!! I mean the bitch hopped on socials before calling the police, after her brother had just been shot in the face, for fuck sake. So there is definitely an addiction to it too. That live her screen time got exposed, it was at like 18 hours or something!

Her way to excuse why she doesn't get a job. Beyond that, she's addicted to online attention since she's lonely but is afraid of interacting with people in rea life.

And she's lazy.

It’s her main source of income

I think it’s a combination of being bored and also being in denial. I mean, like, this woman has nothing to do. No job, no hobbies (because social media is the purpose of her life), no friends or family, no taking care of her mom—just nothing. So what does she basically do on TikTok and Insta 24/7? I mean, like, she always got her information only from TikTok and Insta. For example, about the Palestinians and the boycott situation. I also think she didn’t pick up drawing again or any other hobby. And I think because she makes some money on social media, she didn’t want to throw it away. Like a gambler who won some money and can’t stop because they hope to win big. I mean, in ApartmentChu, I think she makes the most amount of money because her livestreams were more popular and she did go viral. I think a reason was also because of the lockdown. And I could imagine that she really made enough money to show to her parents and say, "Look, I made some to pay for something, and if I hustle on TikTok, I can get more money."

i'm happy she isn't getting donations... now only if people stopped donating to ash trevino, the world would be perfect

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She gets attention and gifts. For a direct example take notice of the aunt Karen live where she’s more than happy to talk and interact until she realises Karen isn’t on her side and she starts having a meltdown bc there isn’t any gifts and she can’t sit there ignoring it

she’s an addict… she can’t get off the internet because she’s addicted. it’s interesting, though, because you’d think since she’s so addicted that she wouldn’t isolate and bully her audience, but nope! she’ll call all of her followers fat ugly unemployed losers if it means they’ll keep hate watching. she loves all attention.

She influences me……to diet, brush and floss well, exercise, and take good care of my skin bec she does none of that. Oh right Marie, you said we are jealous of all she has. Exactly what is so thrilling, shitting on sidewalks or pissing yourself?

The whole motivation for her lifestyle is she thinks that she can make it big as a content creator. So it is partially her doing her “job”, but also I think she does it to delude herself because for a while, she’s only focused on her live stream. It’s just her, her make up and then whatever her background she has so she gets to escape reality for a moment and pretend she’s some social media superstar.

Her need for attention, addiction to social media, and delusion of being an influencer and celebrity is far stronger than her desire for stable mental health, the safety of her and her family, and bettering her situation with a reliable source of income.

She still believes that this is her job. She really is that delusional.

She lonely af. I mean she doesn’t even do anything besides be on tiktok and instagram all day. Her going live is the only time she gets to talk about whatever she wants because she has no friends at all.